All my tears may account for years but when I look at these photos, I can see that it was only days ago that I was smiling. I smiled yesterday when I received a surprise phone call from a friend.
Yesterday brought a resolution to a recent crisis, but the aftermath of having gone through it has triggered an acute episode of severe depression.
Depression is something I’ve suffered with for most of my adult life but most certainly I don’t feel this bad all the time. I couldn’t take it if I did.
I also have PTSD. I am sure this is the root of the depression I’m experiencing. I had terrible nightmares after the resolution. The crisis was too familiar, which is all I’m able to write at this time.
I’m sharing these photos because the moments in time when they were taken, which was not so long ago, I was okay. Okay meaning able to smile, eat, enjoy parts of my life and sleep.
I have laughed before and I will laugh again — maybe today but until then, I hope you like the pictures.
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