“That was the best time I’ve ever had,” my son told me after the second class.
While working with the Cacti, separating plants and each of us making a potted arrangement to take home, I realized how hard it was for me. Everyone else seemed to be having an easy time, but I struggled.
I found a small piece of Thyme in the potting soil and I couldn’t let it go. I wanted to save it. I tried and tried to get it in my pot, but it kept falling over. I also had a hard time with the Seeds of Pearl, as the plant’s roots are tender.
The group coordinator finally came over to help me. She didn’t know, or maybe she did, how hard of a time I was having. Trying to save the Thyme filled me with anxiety and a feeling of failure. My experience reflected the way I feel most of the time.
Pondering on the anxiety after I returned home, I realized how hard I try to save people or fix situations that most people would walk away from. I try so hard to get everything just right and that isn’t really the way life ought to be. I need to simply let go.
- Healing, Harleys and Horticulture (dogkisses.wordpress.com)